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The fade is here, finally here on invitation
. -- and on this day my mind makes the revelation
Is it time already?
-- seems like just yesterday it was barely January
I catch the hand on my watch on the eleventh hour
-- each a deliverer of divine power
So much learned this year through all my trials
-- I'm gonna keep growing, that's something that's never going out of style
And as the stop approaches I'll let not this feeling escape
-- I'm doing something that's impossible to imitate
'09, '09 - Yeah you know that fall
-- can't be too specific but it felt like we had our backs up against the wall
Every precious moment was spent together
-- Making memories that will stay with us forever
It was a fight, an uphill conflict
-- but even when times were tough, we were on it
5 strong, we held it down- you'll never understand
-- soldiers on line and ambassadors on campus, this has been claimed as our land
We stood, loaned to the sky our eyes' occasion
-- this was our bid for immortality, our righteous persuasion
We share a link which will never be broken
-- not just in flesh, but in blood, our divine token
Each interlocking edge welded to the next
-- by the sacrifices we made being brothers and striving to be the best
Our bond is of gods, challenges the original concepts existence
-- so that it be plausible to dive into the truth and inspect the word's derivation
5 titans delivered from the great Olympus area
-- believe it, our ancestry runs to the great Cronus and his Rhea
Only difference is we're not mythology, we're actually time specific
-- nonetheless, the work we have accomplished will go down as historic
The vision, on the vision!
-- that we had is still held high in that prioritized position
Not gonna say it doesn't happen, where focus is blurred
-- but we get back on as if it never occurred
Such is another quality of brotherhood and what it means to me PHI
-- classes come and go but trust me, these brothers are mine
-- My goodness you were it, I had expectations
Turns out you were a pack of lies, busted relations
-- In hatred I write, my heart spills it's grievance!
I knew not betrayal of this sort was possible 'till i met your acquaintance
-- The black hair, the brown eyes, all a deception
I believed in you and the fact that I believed was finally the understood revelation
-- I had plans, I'd be writing to you in LOVE while peering up into the moonlight
All the wile his eyes staring at us in divine couple's right
-- I'd literally extract divine council through the pupils of my eyes
While, in the face of the blue moons face, you give rival to the suns gorgeous rise
-- All to be perfect in contemporary
Like Hades and Persephone in antiquity
-- But like then It's all a myth, a story which was hardly ever told
You'll be looking back wishing you never gave this up, when you're sitting on your porch ..old
-- I'll save the sake of your name and give it some immortality
because my words will persist and live forever, in history
-- I could speak of your beauty forever, wow
But the fact that you turned on everything good to you? just how?
-- You had everything going your way beyond reason
Until you turned in your two weeks notice and committed that crime against my heart, treason
-- Practically a goddess living on earth's delicate surface
Ok I'm kidding you definitely were divinity in the future's preface
-- Seems to me like you didn't know what was going on, you were confused
But it's okay cuz you'll never find someone like me, that's beyond canonical, assumed
-- I could sit here and speak of your beauty forever, you haven't the slightest clue!
But your ignorance and naive nature is what makes you repulsive and the external of the few
-- Ha! you aren't worth these final words, I'm done - you're lucky you got this much occasion
You won all this on hand a hand of poker, or roulette just go get this slim mention, bye, go suffer in recession
-- I'm done with you, you don't know what you want, you still have your training wheels on, a teen
On the contrary, I'm on the search for a woman and someone to share all this with, a Queen
-- sittin' here thikin' while my mind keeps spinnin'
trying to imagine what stands before me, thinkin'
-- don't get me wrong, I'm composed but this is different
cuz this is my chance my prove myself relevant
-- on all occasions, at the screen, my eyes peer down
then dart up up at the slightest movement, like a hound
-- senses heightened, nothing to get by
without the slightest attention attracted by my eye
-- As i finish this piece it's fair to mention
That one week later after the anticipated interview, I got the position
-- New lens to work with on this new day
Not noticed 'till the first step on campus is made
-- From where is this lens derived?
A lab of subconscious contrive?
-- Subtle confusion accompanies the bloomed indifference
It arrives and departs quickly, I'd even question its existence
-- Because this day isn't merely based on the conceptual
But understood mostly through the prescribed visual
-- Given, not elected, this sight appeared randomly
As if handed down from a deity, it was implemented tantalizingly
-- The morning is humid as hell
But considering the overwhelming gift, I cannot tell
-- Today vision is the outright King
Impossible to be ousted in the ring
-- How long will this reign thrive? As of now, that isn't clear
But i know It'd be smart to take advantage while it's here
-- Trust me i still think about you
But you're a fool if you think it's in the same way I used to
-- We happened and we're done, easy- No more can my love for you be felt across two seas
I knew, I just knew the entire time i was waiting on my call to the big leagues
-- It's been a long time since we broke and why should I lie? I'm freakin' stoked
I could tell the entire time, yeah, you were a joke
-- I hope you deleted my number cuz i deleted yours
how did i know? i was gonna invite you somewhere when i realized i didnt have it anymore
-- I mean it's not like i memorized it cuz you weren't that special
turns out there's a reason the man upstairs made me this social
-- But i really must say i do wish you the best!
i mean you had me once but you failed that test
-- In case you forgot, I'm a writeer and a journalist, a master at this language
You brought this on yourself, i bet you didn't know words could cause this much damage
-- The pen is mightier than the sword, they say - i've known that since the very first class
you could try to redeem yourself, write a story on my level, but you wouldn't ACE it like me, heck you wouldn't even pass
-- Sittin' at the table eatin' pozole with the bros and all that
got the playlist goin', these are the feelings that i can extract
-- right now since i'm here and typing out what's on my mind
spent too much money last night, but at least it was on a good time
-- those are the memories that are gonna last and endure
the times which occurred in brotherhood, everything pure
-- So D is back and making that appearance
telling other things that happened, yeah, it was quite the experience
-- and this is my stretch to wrap my mind around
all the events which placed and all the special people i found
-- all that money gone, but it still didn't make a dent
it was alot, for me anyway, 210 well spent
-- yeah that's the digit, you read it correctly
is it fair to say i spend excessively?
-- 10am and i'm gettin' rushed to pack my stuff up
looks like i'm out until the next time guys, for this i'd raise my glass up
-- Okay so D seems to speak of a specific league
Where bros are down for anything AND everything regardless of fatigue
-- Apparently it's been in existence since the great semester of spring '08
Heck if Mr. 160 say so, it's bound to be something great
-- Willingness to drop what ever you're doing and perform your brotherly duties
I'm talking about bros who are down fully, truly and thoroughly
-- Go ahead and claim that this concept is ridiculous
but if you come across this league of brothers, the response will be vicious
-- I'm just being honest, trust me you're better off being an ally
because enemies come and go like drive by's
-- Haha enough of that aggressive talk that may seem hostile
I mean if you know me on a personal level, that really isn't my style
-- Okay back to the league and and it's natural greatness and pulchritudinous nature
with this group of bros around, it's always certain to be an adventure
-- You can think D for this post, yean Mr. 160 thats him, if you're not following him you should
He's a down ass bro, and this league is extraordinary, consider it understood
-- He's more than a brother, he's a part of my entirety
he's always there when I need him, that external entity
-- He has four names, each one is a reflection of excellence
Our bond is something beyond description, a glimpse of pure brilliance
-- A given amount of weeks online, and my love for him hasn't withered at all
we hold a perpetual love which will never meet a stall
-- Perpetual means growth and our greatness is growing
If you've ever spent time with us, you know from where i'm coming
-- My perspective is Honest, True, and Real
It may be cliche, but dammit me we're the real deal
-- He crossed with me in the fall of '09, you see
And some things will never end, like the HYPE connection they have with me
-- Crescit Eundo, they say - it grows at it goes
This brother will be there to help me overcome all woes and foes
-- Cada vez que lo veo, there's one statement I wish to say and say it well
I love you, brother, more than life itself
-> I can sit at this table and ponder the happenings
and all the crap that found its way back to me
-> Although the concept may be old still
as of now I beseech forgiveness, even if it be my last will
-> Indeed the words "I'm sorry" cannot even begin to explain
or any brilliant intricate phrase which will still fail to attain
-> the stain which has been poured, no, not dripped
into our lives in one quick trip
-> It pissed me off, I'm upset, frustrated
putting it in other terms: I'm the exact opposite of elated
-> you told me earlier what's done is done and I can't take anything back
but that doesn't mean I can't make my attempts to get everything back on track
-> I'm gonna try, but of course only time will tell
Gonna try and make it work, even if it IS to no avail
-> please, really do try to see the good in me here, that is all I want
I mean nothing wrong, I have good morals, if I may borrow that idea from Kant
-> this home in which i write is warm and comfortable all the while
but from you now i feel no warmth, I'm on an atrocious exile
-> I wish it weren't that way, I really do
but, yea, when the time was right, i didn't come through
-> I'm not trying to defer the blame away from me, I wouldn't
I'm just confessing I did something I shouldn't
-> everything is my fault, yea i get it
it's formed a blanket on me and i'm gonna work to shed it
-> I utmost desire that my words find your eyes
and even if they don't this was worth the try
-> or even better that they find a way to your heart
because I know if i'm gonna do this right, that'd be the place to start
-> look, we're friends I'm not making a proposition that we go past that
I just want us to be the friends that we were before, asap, stat
-> just know this is my cry for help, i want this to fix
this isn't a game, and i sure as hell am not doing this just for kicks
-> let me know if you read this, please, just for some closure
because I really just want you to read this - it's not about the pure exposure
-> I know others are gonna read this and ask
but don't worry you're good, this is my task
-> you're awesome and i'm sure I've told you a thousand times, probably
just make this consideration for me, I'm sorry.
- Head high, heart beats out my chest
Today is a different breed of day, oh my these are the best
- Everything he says today, I can resonate with
So that if he were to make a mistake during lecture, I'd claim it a myth
- I mean days like these, I could stand up and do his work
Students could make their detrimental attempts but I promise it wouldn't hurt
- You pass faster, brighter and higher
When are you coming around again? Please, let me know, I'll take a flier
- I mean really, lets set up a date and do it, get it done
If you could ever be manifested in Woman form, I swear you'd be the one
- I'd court you and woo you as a Knight should
I'd make my attempts and finally win your heart, I swear I would
- At first sight, I loved you, you had me, It was over
I had no protection from your glorious gaze, no veil, cover
- Days like you don't pass too often and I should know
From this day forth I'll work to keep you around, no promises though
- But let me tell you what makes this different,
and all the factors that make it now evident
- clouded before, clear now,
this realization was bound to meet its sunrise somehow
- I've played the game both ways,
haven't done that since my middle school days
- Before it was played hastily, now it's on lock rationally,
I'm infatuated this style finally found me!
- Back before I couldn't see this lifestyle coming
bewilders my thoughts that i actually found what was for me
- Four years coming and it was all for this end
I now understand Odysseus's thoughts from back when
- #175
