Knight born on the wrong Knight

Growing up, I was just your typical guy. But as i got into high school i tried to mold myself and hold myself to a higher standard. I don't really know where i developed this mindset, i really don't lol. Just one day i seemed to wake up and decide i was going to be the best person i could be - and if you know me, you know that is certainly now the case. I want to attribute it to a lot of how i was raised, but i'm still not sure if that's the reason for how i am. But all i know is i got lucky.This revolved around every facet of my life at the time: School, Girls, Baseball, Family - not in any particular order. It meant: being the best student i could possibly be, doing everything i could to make sure my studies were in order. This, of course, was much easier in high school.

Girls. Wow. I've always had a soft spot for girls. I mean that literally, haha. I'm not your average guy when it comes to girls. The WHOLE thing is a very delicate situation. I must have been born with this sense of how to treat girls like women. To treat girls like ladies. I have so many views on how we, as men, should treat women. Being in a fraternity doesn't change that, i swear. I know girls love chick flicks because they think they're cute. I don't see why love can't be like how it is in the movies: perfect. It DOES exist. It DOES happen in real life. It happens in my relationships.I'm currently single and well.. just single. Last relationship didn't end too well. She was a great girl and i'll learn from it for the future. I just wanted to put it out there that i'll never mistreat a girl. They're such awesome and indescribable creatures.

My family. Goodness. I have an awesome father and mother, also a brother and a sister. I've been blessed with an amazing family. I've automatically become the role model for my two younger siblings. But why? I didn't ask for it. Self reflection has enabled me to see that it happened the way it did because my two younger siblings needed someone to look up to. I try to make the best possible example for them because I know they're up and coming - next to be in line. It's cool lol i see the situation like a movie setting, with me walking the path, and then my lil bro and sis walking a few miles behind me haha.. sorry just my imagination.

The point of this post being: I, being a Knight of Omega Delta Phi, certainly live to be the most chivalrous person i can be, especially around girls and with girls. If you're a girl reading this post, just know it's not in my nature to be a bad guy or whatever. I'm not going to mistreat you or any of that bs. With the way that i live my life, I've been a Knight of chivalry ever since birth. I just joined the right fraternity thats all lol. I (it's funny cuz my ex says this) was certainly born in a wrong century. I could probably just go ahead and say i was sent from the past lmao. I'm a Knight born on the wrong night, wrong year, wrong century trying to make a difference in this century, this year, this.. this.. Knight.